that outfit needs to be in closet

Nan Goldin, Self-portrait in blue bathroom, London 1980

“I thought leaving you would be easy,
just walking out the door
but I keep getting pinned against it
with my legs around your waist and it’s like
my lips want you like my lungs want air,
it’s just what they where born to do so
I am sitting at work thinking of you
cutting vegetables in my kitchen
your hair in my shower drain
your fingers on my spine in the morning
while we listen to Muddy Waters, I know
you will never be the one I call home
but the way you talk about poems
like marxists talk of revolution
it makes me want to keep trying.
I’m still looking for reasons to love you.
I’m still looking for proof you love me.”

Clementine von Radics (via 47giraffes)

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Edouard Levé, Suicide

“Mutlu olup olmadığımı hiç düşünmüyorum. Aradığımın “mutluluk” olmadığını, olamayacağını anladım geçen yıllar içerisinde; mutluluğun tanımı nasıl yapılırsa yapılsın…”

Bilge Karasu - Göçmüş Kediler Bahçesi (via velvetbride)

“Alice: How long is forever?
White Rabbit: Sometimes, just one second.”

Lewis Carrol (via forever-and-alwayss)

(Source: serialstranger, via milkteaaaa)



The stationWhere I told youI love you

this is so beautiful

Joan Didion, The Year of Magical Thinking
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